DO-OVER

Tomorrow I turn 54.  It always amazes me  that I am in my 50's.  I feel like I am in my 20's (mentally).  I it is a challenge for me wrap my head around the fact that I am still alive and kicking.  This was a very difficult year. It has been a time of anxiety, pain, and depression.  I have been depressed for most of the year.  

I need to re-boot my life, to remain open to new experiences, to stop living to die.